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march 12th 2026

things are getting better
last night i deleted twitter off my phone and got an app that blocks instagram after 15 minutes of use each hour - ive been feeling terrible about social media in general and my addiction to it, so this is making me feel a little better
ive secured a job, but itll start in late april-early may. im okay with that. i got a refund from my college of over 4000 dollars .... so im not stressed about my car insurance anymore ... But, thats my school money. im going to use it to go to the canadian institute of floral design eventually.
speaking of, despite already securing a job, one of the florists in town is hiring so i applied (with a nice cover letter). i got an email back from her today that she'd like to meet me and to give her a call after her vacation .... so thats exciting
tomorrow im also going to be submitting 2 of my pastel artworks to the local gallery for their young artists exhibit! yay!
its cold today, but the weathers been warmer, almost all of the snow melted and the sun has been out

january 30th 2026

umm self explanatory, i guess
ideally i'd be writing a long entry here every month but i don't know. only time will tell

anyway err here's my first entry
currently the site is as barebones as it will be, i'm honestly a bit surprised i got so motivated to fix it up out of nowehere
how is my life going right now;
it's cold as shit out, i've been unemployed for 2 months now, i'm anxious about running out of money for my car insurance
i've been doing great otherwise though - i have so much free time, i've been drawing frequently again
and, i don't know. it's still the start of 2026. i'm determined to have a better year than last year